Its been one fucking long hiatus from LJ.Literally sold my online soul to FB.Well,this place is still special to me.Where else can i bitch and hurl insults at?Blogspot/wordpress?Its to commercialize.Enough with the praising.

Working from home brings discipline to a different level.My mouth will play the role of a "naggy mom"and my brain will play the role of adolescent kid.Basket! Its one hardcore battle i tell you.Thankfully,fruits are bearing and its well worth it!

I am refueled for the next 3 months of trading after the short getaway to taiwan

All ready.

I will rejoice in the darkest moments
My focus is on the CROSS
Getting smashed on weekends is all in the past
Because my LORD is good
He delievered me from pain
The truth is out.
The secret revealed
Its a Shanghai WOMAN
!@#$%^&*()_
SALUTE La!!!

RESPECT!!
My friends are my new family..

I am gonna write more in this journal.Moments like this can't go to waste just like that! Life is really just so short and i can't just let things go by without writing it down.Working life as usual is filled with great learning points. Getting paid just under a thousand to punch holes and look at calendars is pretty good!Even though its killing my youth,a good side of it is i get to more time to do my own self upgrading.

Yesterday over lunch i was pretty digusted w a particular adult. She has ZERO consideration! She just came over and started talking non stop interrupting our lunch!We had to stop all our conversations that we were having just to entertain her bitchy questions!What a jabroni! No wonder i call her a SUPERSTAR! I felt like walking away for a moment!

Why?Comes across as fucking fake!

I can't get you out my head
No matter how much i try
Its just won't let go of you
Goodness....
No half way house can make me better
Not even rehab
I've resign to the fact tt i have to bear with it till the end of me human life
You are more addictive than DOPE
My perfect friend
I didn't know the feeling of being love or together
Can drive a LIL_Man like me insane
After a year of being apart
Its still there!
MAYBE We WERE THE GREATEST NORTH AND SOUTH MAGNET EVER CREATED
MiNus the SNAPPINGs

PEOPLE IN CHRIST SAYs: "EVERYTHING HAPPENs FOR A REASON"
I SAY: "THESE PEOPLE ARE HAVING THINGS GOING WELL for them at the moment"

I've seen enough to make me go quiet

U know whats my happiest at moment ?
The first 3 seconds awake in the morning
Everything is happy and going well
wait...
After my first blink...second...third...
The burden of the world comes flooding in
Every single pain and trouble comes flooding in
Again...
If only
I had a Big heart

Sick of your thrash talk
You shot them at point blank range
I can't believe that you played Cupid
At my fucking expense..
Its total rubbish
I've always treated you with much respect like a brother
Even though it doesn't go both ways
I still did.
Now, You come shooting your love arrows from your new ride, CLOUD no9.
Oh man! Wear a damn Watch.Time your arrows with perfection
Obviously,
Because of YOUR pre-ejaculating arrow
It has STAINED my fucking friendships that i built up through time
Friendships with STAINs like doubt and awkwardness don't last long
You shouldn't have done that
Yes,i've doubted them but i was stupid and lost at the moment
Their talks between them always sounded better than mine
They enjoy each other company
That doesn't mean anything
I was a LOUSY communicator
I was DIFFERENT, BORING
You know it
DUH!!!
IF I HAD a problem with JUSTIN and Dawn, i will tell them with Brutal honesty

Thank You for being such a COOL CUPID

LOTS of LURVE
GAB

I hate it when the worship leader doesn't send out the song list.
Sending it will benefit the team and aid its preparation as a band
Goodness..its a worship session not some pub gig!
How busy can you get?
Don't give me a cockshit of WORK FAMILY SICK BLAH BLAH
ITS all excuses!

BASTARD!!!
COCKSHIT!

Me nicotine Lvl.Is rocketing man!!I have to call it quits by my 23rd BD man

Coming out of a MEGA heartache feels good! If not for this book called FAILING FORWARD by JOHN C MAXWELL , i will still be stuck in my EMO SHIt forever.BLAH BLAH!! Its time to improve myself and make things work for the better!
Yeah! I NEED HAVE SOMETHING
WEALTH = SECURITY
LADIES LIKE GUYS WITH WEALTH
I DUN EVEN HAVE A EDUCATION
IMPROVEMENT
hahaha